Tag Archives: loneliness

Pain All Day

On Wednesday I was in pain all day. Not physical pain, but mental pain. It’s so hard to describe, we don’t have the vocabulary for it in Enlgish. It is something like a combination of despair, loneliness, anxiety and depression. … Continue reading

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Some days are hard

I woke in the middle of the night to a bad dream. It left me lying in bed feeling unhappy. By half-past five I was desperate. I put on some trainers and headed out for a naked run – but … Continue reading

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Expressing myself

Someone pointed me to an interesting article here I have been struggling lately. Feeling lonely. Wanting attention. Suffering from twitching, strange behaviour, shaking, crying. And yet, when I am performing my shows, which I was in August. I didn’t have … Continue reading

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No one to talk to

The trouble with days like today – when I haven’t been out to the pub or to a class – is that I’ve had no-one to talk to. Nothing extraordinary has happened today, but there have still been lots of … Continue reading

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