Tag Archives: despair
Pain All Day
On Wednesday I was in pain all day. Not physical pain, but mental pain. It’s so hard to describe, we don’t have the vocabulary for it in Enlgish. It is something like a combination of despair, loneliness, anxiety and depression. … Continue reading
So Tired of Wanting
In the Indian restaurant tonight I sort of explained what I need. And I wish I hadn’t. It just brings it to the surface. I have lived 20 years out of the last 22 alone. I cannot stand it. I … Continue reading
Augustus is in Two Minds 