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The Great Escape

The Great Escape I was locked away in the nuthouse on a section for my sins I’d been too wild and dangerous so I was held in the loony-bin I knew that I must be there yet I wanted to … Continue reading

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I’m Tired of Distractions

I’m tired of distractions I’ve tried them all Watching TV Scrolling Facebook Playing guitar Going for a walk Having a bath But the knife beckons from my chair-side table Inviting Enticing Why don’t I put it away? Because it calls … Continue reading

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Head Heavy

Head so heavy It hangs Or rests upon the pillow   I’m depressed. No energy for anything. Spending a lot of time just lying in my bed. Even the things that I’m supposed to do to cheer myself up are … Continue reading

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Opening the Mail

I get scared by letters that come in the post. I tend to leave them at the bottom of the stairs, sometimes for days. Today I thought I’d try opening all the outstanding letters, but it is hard. I put … Continue reading

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Pain All Day

On Wednesday I was in pain all day. Not physical pain, but mental pain. It’s so hard to describe, we don’t have the vocabulary for it in Enlgish. It is something like a combination of despair, loneliness, anxiety and depression. … Continue reading

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I Feel Fragile

Fragile A butterfly’s wing A chocolate space-hopper A house of playing cards on a rickety table A matchstick model of the Burj Khalifa, in a bouncy castle A Ming vase teetering on the edge of its pedestal as a herd … Continue reading

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Electricity Bill Stress

I only changed over to the company that suppplies my electricity at the end of September. They use some weird system whereby they charge me the same amount each month and the total adds up to the amount equal to … Continue reading

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