I get scared by letters that come in the post. I tend to leave them at the bottom of the stairs, sometimes for days.
Today I thought I’d try opening all the outstanding letters, but it is hard.
I put on some gentle music and started. But the first letter was from the bank and it made me burst into tears, not because it was bad news, it was just information on the changes to charges for going overdrawn – I am not overdrawn. It’s just the stress of dealing with the bank and money and all that stuff overwhelmed me for a few moments.
It shouldn’t be this hard.
I am so fragile at the moment.
I’ve got another four letters to open. Wish me luck.