Monthly Archives: October 2013

Inner critic problems

I took 1mg of Risperidone I’m supposed to be on 2mg I think that 1mg is doing me good. Yesterday I even helped do the washing up at mum’s usually I try to wriggle out of it. I think that … Continue reading

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How Much Meds to Take?

This is the question that is always troubling me. My doctors want me to take 2mg of Risperidone, but I don’t want to take more than is absolutely necessary. It does keep my mood more stable and my behaviour more … Continue reading

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Talking with psychiatrists

I actually had a good conversation with a psychiatrist today. He seemed genuinely interested in things that I do and what I think. He said he was trying to know me better, perhaps so that the MH team can better … Continue reading

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Not much sleep and an early morning

Not getting much sleep on Risperidone. Instead of my usual seven or eight hours I have been getting 4, 5 or 6.┬áIt isn’t enough, for me. Luckily, I am self-employed. I don’t have to go to an office. So I … Continue reading

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Doctor Strangelove Syndrome

Today I have a form of Doctor Strangelove Syndrome, more properly known as Alien Hand Syndrome. This has happened to me before, it comes on occasionally What happens is that my left hand (and arm) will move without me wishing … Continue reading

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A New Way of Changing Personality

I have mentioned before how I sometimes take on a new personality. How I seem to be looking at myself behaving in a way I would not behave, feeling things I would not normally feel. I call this alter-ego Nero … Continue reading

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Spiritual Awakening or Spiralling into psychosis?

I have been wondering about the state of my mind, following on from my previous blog┬áRunning in the Rain Although I could characterise my current symptoms as spiralling toward psychosis and mania, on the other hand it could just be … Continue reading

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